Sorrowful, very heavy, exceeding sorrowful, even unto death. Betrayed. (Sore amazed-Greek translation:. Awestruck, astonished.)
Agony, Sweat as it were great drops of blood. Blood cometh from every pore. Temptations, temptations of every kind. pain of body, pains and afflictions. Take upon him the pains and the sicknesses of his people.
hunger, thirst, fatigue, anguish. Death, Infirmities.
Imagine going through all the suffering for the sins of mankind, to lay down you're very life knowing that even after suffering the most pain anyone could ever suffer, that the very people you are suffering might still not believe in you or use your gift. These are some quotes to help us further understand what He went through.
But what was it that caused the Savior’s intense agony?
“Jesus had to take away sin by the sacrifice of Himself. . . . And as He in His own person bore the sins of all, and atoned for them by the sacrifice of Himself, so there came upon Him the weight and agony of ages and generations, the indescribable agony consequent upon this great sacrificial atonement wherein He bore the sins of the world, and suffered in His own person the consequences of an eternal law of God broken by men. Hence His profound grief, His indescribable anguish, His overpowering torture, all experienced in the submission to the eternal fiat of Jehovah and the requirements of an inexorable law.
“The suffering of the Son of God was not simply the suffering of personal death; for in assuming the position that He did in making an atonement for the sins of the world He bore the weight, the responsibility, and the burden of the sins of all men, which, to us, is incomprehensible. . . .
“Groaning beneath this concentrated load, this intense, incomprehensible pressure, this terrible exaction of Divine Justice, from which feeble humanity shrank, and through the agony thus experienced sweating great drops of blood, He was led to exclaim, ‘Father, if it be possible, let this cup pass from me.’ He had wrestled with the superincumbent load in the wilderness, He had struggled against the powers of darkness that had been let loose upon him there; placed below all things, His mind surcharged with agony and pain, lonely and apparently helpless and forsaken, in his agony the blood oozed from His pores.” (Taylor, The Mediation and Atonement, pp. 149–50.)
“Christ’s agony in the garden is unfathomable by the finite mind, both as to intensity and cause. The thought that He suffered through fear of death is untenable. Death to Him was preliminary to resurrection and triumphal return to the Father from whom He had come, and to a state of glory even beyond what He had before possessed; and, moreover, it is within His power to lay down His life voluntarily. He struggled and groaned under a burden such as no other being who has lived on earth might even conceive as possible. It was not physical pain, nor mental anguish alone, that caused Him to suffer such torture as to produce an extrusion of blood from every pore; but a spiritual agony of soul such as only God was capable of experiencing. No other man, however great his powers of physical or mental endurance, could have suffered so; for his human organism would have succumbed, and syncope would have produced unconsciousness and welcome oblivion. In that hour of anguish Christ met and overcame all the horrors that Satan, ‘the prince of this world’ could inflict. The frightful struggle incident to the temptations immediately following the Lord’s baptism was surpassed and overshadowed by this supreme contest with the powers of evil.
“In some manner, actual and terribly real though to man incomprehensible, the Savior took upon Himself the burden of the sins of mankind from Adam to the end of the world.” (Talmage, Jesus the Christ, p. 613.)
I am grateful for the Savior for what He did for all of us. A humble Son of God submitting to the will of the Father, not seeing any other way out of it. I know in those times when I have felt trapped and didn't see an easy way out, that He helped me through it. I love Him for what He did, and continues to do for me in my life. I invite you to gain a greater testimony of the atonement. You will never feel closer to God than in those moments that you are on your knees praying earnestly for your will to harmonize with the Lord's will. Then when that power comes to you to overcome, you will feel the Love of the Lord that He has for you. For that is why He suffered it.